Saturday, March 5, 2011

I'm not REALLY a HAPPY FANGIRL




This is me wearing an ARASHI personalized shirt.. I'm indeed sucked at editing the design.. I must have put  a  DARKER shade of PINK so that the word "FANGIRL" can be easily noticed. 
I'm really happy when i first got this shirt. I wear it at school and I can feel that other people look at it. Maybe they're just curious what's on my shirt. Others said it's a Chinese character but oh well, it's the KANJI of ARASHI. One major reason why I love wearing this shirt at school sometimes, is because i just want to meet FANGIRLS too. I become very happy when I meet someone who has same interests as mine. 
To be honest I really like to be alone. I don't welcome new people to my life but if you're a fangirl or someone  I can see a resemblance of myself, then LET ME KNOW YOU so that I can know if you're someone I can TRUST on. When I started being a COLLEGE student, I have met lots of people and they're attitudes really are DIVERSE. I find others "user-friendly" and only few of them have been true to me. I really don't trust people so easily because of my past experiences of being betrayed and used. But still until now, I have been used by a lot of people at times. And because of that, I have to bear with it since I'm the type of a person  that remains her MOUTH ZIPPED. I'll just HATE them from the bottom of my HEART and wish that I would never ever meet them again in the FUTURE. 

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