I didn't know that it will HURT this MUCH

I really like her, truly I do. She has become a part of my life now because we've been friends. I thought she can already read and understand my personality. But I guess, I made a false impression on her. I didn't know that a FRIENDSHIP will sink as easy as that with ONLY a single post in FB. hahahahahahaha :'-((

I guess this is LIFE, my MISERABLE life. There's no such thing as PERMANENT into this world. I have to accept that our friendship will come to an end soon and yeah, it really came to an end the moment  she hesitate to believe and trust in me. Too bad for my life, I'm always like this. I've always been left out by people I thought I can share my happy memories and sweet times to. I still like HER indeed.. nope, I L<3VE HER! She's a friend and she already have a place in my heart. But she already did the first and last step to break our bonds together. I HATE TO BE ME! I'm hurting but since i don't want to talk and make a fuss about that stupid misunderstanding, the case will be closed right at this moment. I only WISH she understood what I've posted before she reacted but she didn't did that. I feel so little.. I don't hate her I'm just hurt. 

I'm really glad that I can rant my feelings here besides from FB because I don't really want her to see this post. 
SAYONARA, DEMO DAISUKI DA 'YO! I don't really want our friendship to end because I already grew up loving you as a friend even if we're only ONLINE friends but YOU already ended it up. I don't have the right to go against your will.